10 November, 2008

شـ ـهـ ر يـ ا ري

(1)

حبيبي يتعاطى النساء!

يعاقرهنّ صباحَ مَسَاء

حبيبي.. راهِبٌ معي..

تائبٌ بين يديّ..

ومُذْنِبٌ في الخَفَاء..



مُدمِنٌ رَجُلِي..

ولابُدَّ من دواء..

لا قُـبْلَتِي نَجَحَتْ..

ولا بين أحضاني كان الشِّفَاء ..



ولا حَلٌّ هناك..

يَقولُ لي،

مُجَاهِرًا بمعصيتي !

:آلـْحَـلّ في الصَّهْبَاء؟



أأقْـتُلُه؟

فـقَتْلُ المُدْمِنينَ- كَمَا يُقالُ- مُسْتَحَبٌ..

وتَرْكُهُم شَقَاء..



أأهْجُرُهُ؟

وقَلْبِي الذي يهواهُ، أكْسِرُهُ؟

وعَيْنًاهُ .. أخْسَرُها ؟

وحديقة حبّنا الخَضْرَاء؟



(2)

رَمَتْنِي النِّساءُ بكلّ جُرْمٍ

:كلُّهُمْ أَطفَالٌ، فكيفَ

لا تُحْسِنينَ اقْتنَاصَه بِالدَهَاءْ !



(3)

أطفالٌ

أم أسماك !؟



(4)

حبيبي .. مُدْمِنٌ؛

لكنني .. طَبِيبَتُه

حبيبته..عشيقته



(5)

حبيبي تَابَ توبَةَ نَصُوحًا،

نَزَع عَنْهُ مِعْطَفًا، وذَاكِرَةً،

وأخَذَ في ماضيه العَزَاء..



وأقْسَمَتْ لي قُبلَتَه الأخيرة..

أنّنِي مِن مُكَوِّنَاتِ دَمِهِ،

وأنَّ أنْفَاسي سِرُّه للبقاء

6 comments:

ابن المليونير said...

77math
هل حضرتك صاحبة هذة الأبيات؟

77Math. said...

نعم أنا

الرسام الواقعي said...

هل تلك الأبيات تعبر عن موقف حقيقي واقعي ،أم انها من وحي خيالك؟..
هل مررت بمثل هذه التجربة؟

الرسام الواقعي said...

Gilbert O'sullivan - You Don't Own Me lyrics


You may have given me the breaks
Amended all my life's mistakes
Ooh but pretty baby
You don't own me

You may be more than Just a friend
On whose assistance I depend
Ooh but pretty baby
You don't own me

What makes you think you have the right
To say that I owe you my life
A life you say Is your life only
Nothing to do with me
Well don't forget for all your power
Even in my darkest hour
You don't own me

You may be fully In control of
Every dream I'll ever hold
Ooh but pretty baby
You don't own me

You might have taught me how to dress
Whereas before I looked a mess
Ooh but pretty baby
You don't own me

I know it sounds so very cruel
To have to say I don't want you
After all the love you've shown me
Let's not start a feud
I'm not your slave don't you forget it
And even If I live to regret it
You don't own me

Why must you always be so right
Why can't you never be wrong
It's not a crime to say you're sorry
And It don't take long
If It only takes a minute to say something that's nice
If It only takes a minute then why not twice

It might interest you to know
If I'm unhappy then I'll go
No point in staying here being lonely
What good would that do
It's time you got it through your head
Although I'm grateful for all your help
You don't own me

77Math. said...

that was so touched.

الرسام الواقعي said...

Gilbert O'Sullivan But I'm Not Lyrics....

Don't you ever change your mind
Don't you ever be unkind
To me some say that (you're a fool)
Well I'm not
You might think that I'm a fool
But I'm not
If I take you to a dance
Don't let me catch you holding hands
With other boys
They think I'm cruel
But I'm not
It's worth a little thought to think
Of how I fought for you
Even so you know I caught for you
Every bad dream you had and threw them away
There'll come a day
When I know you will say
All the things I said to you
Were the best things too
So don't you ever change your mind
And don't you ever be unkind
To me some say that (you're a fool)
Well I'm not
You might think that I'm a fool
But I'm not
It's worth a little thought to think
Of how I fought for you
Even so you know I caught for you
Every bad dream you had and threw them away
There'll come a day
When I know you will say
All the things I said to you
Were the best things too
So don't you ever change your mind
And don't you ever be unkind
To me some say that (you're a fool)
Well I'm not
You might think that I'm a fool
But I'm not